its sad... once again my departure time from TIG is coming close... few more hours and im outta here till either march break or the summer. its sad, very very sad. :( beginning to feel depressed. it sucks. i love it here so much, and there is nothing for me in petrolia. its just a big black hole thats been tryin to suck me in for 17 years. its really crappy to be torn away from the things you love. maybe i should just avoid visiting here until i actually do move here... because its too hard to be torn away from everything over and over again. i finally get down here and like almost everybody is away. jen and mike are gone, and vittoria couldnt make it here. argh. oh well... ill see everybody again in about 6 months er so. welp... i might as well say my goodbyes now... good bye Tiggers! goodbye Tig office... goodbye fun stuff that hands from the ceiling... goodbye chubba chubbs... goodbye all... OOO k so its like an hour later now... just went to get eats and mike is here now.. HI MIKE!!! k and i thought of more things i wanted to say goodbye too... goodbye friendly pigeons with big bums that waddle when u walk... :) goodbye bag pipe guy that sits on the corner playin away... goodbye coffee way on bay and bloor (best coffee ever) k i think im done now... later all!

k by the title... u might have thought that i was gonna talk about global issues er something... but no... i just wanted to say that this guy to the right here... he has some serious issues... but for real he is a super cool lookin dude... not nearly as cool lookin as Super Greg Numba 1 though... not even close... man there sure as some real crazy lookin ppl out there... :) meh! bah well... i just thought all you ppl would get a kick outta this pic :) i sure do! *laughing...laughing...laughing...falls off chair*

dudes, i am back in toronto for a few days... just chillin at the TIG office... holy i despise long car rides, with a passion even, you dont even know... its weird though. evertime i come back here i feel as if im coming home... even though i still live in P-Town... yeah sooo.... rrright... i enjoy the new office, but i still miss the old one. this one doesnt quite have enough positive energy for me just yet... im not feelin the goodness vibes, but thats prally cause i havent been in this atmosphere in a while and i need to get used to everything again. after being trapped in a little crud town for 6 months and then finally getting out for a few days, things are feelin kinda weird... meh! i'll get over it :) im just glad to be outta there! ope... gonna go... later dudes and dudettes!

in jarras last update... he said draw me a sheep... so i did... im just taking a break from my studying... so yeah... i draw sheep in my spare time... its a pretty weak lookin sheep... but it'll do... i think its cute in a sad, weak sort of way... it kinda looks like a 4 year old drew it er somethin... meh :)

yep sooo.. half of one exam down and two and a half to go... i can do this... i dont need to FREAK OUT!!! its not like my future depends on this or anything... :P bah well... im sure i'll be able to handle all this crap. the little bear dude will guide me on my way... along with the purple cows and orange monkeys... and if they dont... i guess im gettin in my car and runnin em all over... :P repeatedly even... :) yeah so i have an english presentation to do tomorrow... and im so freakin out about it... whenever i speak infront of ppl i tend to freak out and cry and stuff... which isnt fun at all... so i set it up so i only have to present infron of my teacher... hopefully that helps :)when all this is over i'm gonna be floatin in the clouds, this 500000lbs weight will finally be off my back, and i'll just sky rocket... welp... gotta go hit dem dar books again... later! wish me luck :)

yes yes peoples, i sure did scan my face again... i like this one a lot better than the other. its just much more fun and colourful :) muah ha ha ha ha!!! yessum sooo... im extremely stressed out right now... EXAM TIME!!! AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am so pumped up for friday after skool... it'll all be over, and it'll be time to celebrate hard core! :P i just keep tellin myself... dont worry breslin it'll all be over in 3 more days... i like talking to myself :) it's fun and it gives me somethin to do when no one is around, or just no one else wants to talk to me... :) welp im out... gotta go hit them dang books... buh bye! live peace and prosper...

once again... here is my hand... that goes in my mitton...
that is all...

you all may remember my old rainbow mittons... yeah well... they sunk down with my car, it was a sad sad thing. i miss them. :( meh! i got new ones... with a matching hat and scarf :) so its all good! you cant really tell how pretty they are by scan. but they are :) they're much cooler i real life :P i enjoy them! and you would too if you had some :) later!

im finally starting to get a little bit of inspiration back in my life again. things arent seeming to be all that bad right now. im diggin it :) its good to have things to look forward to in life, for a long while, i have had nothing. it was quite sad. but things do get better. and they have. im just lovin it all up as much as i can. ive even kind of gotten back into my art mode again :) i missed it a lot... hopefully i'll be postin more art soon. until then.. later dudes and dudettes :)

k dudes, of course you all know my bro! :) big cool Derek! :) here is a pic of me and him, from when i was in about grade 10 i think. dont we look cool? yeah i know we do! actually i think this is the first pic i've posted of me wearing my glasses! nice nice... i want to get new ones... nerd glasses, only not black... i want neon orange ones :) and put like blue tape on them... bah ha ha ha! that be quite humerous... anywho yeah. so after derek moved out of the house, we kinda drifted apart for a long time, and it was sad, cause i love my brother :) it took quite a few years to get back to where we had been before. when i found out i was going to be staying with him throughout the summer, it was kinda weird at first. because it was like we didnt know each other anymore. im sure he still thought of me as the annoying little sister, that always wanted to be around him and his friends. but we grew to know each other in a whole new way. i think we even became friends, not just brother and sister :P he still likes to bug me, and we still faught. cause he would never get up in the morning, and he'd always chase me around and try to beat me up... but hey, thats big brothers for ya :) you gotta luv em! :P i miss my bro... yeah thats right Derk face! i miss ya :) anywho... im gonna leave it at that for now, and i'll prally add more later :) i think this is a cute update :) and derek prally is hatin it :) i love ya, ya big geek :) and im proud of you! you're doin good! i just hope that i can accomplish as many things that you have by the time in 24! :)