listen to this one yo's!!!
Dear Breslin,
Congratulations! I'm pleased to inform you that your application to the Graphic Design program has met our initial academic requirements. The next step in the application process requires you to arrange a personal interview with us here at George Brown :P
BOO YEAH!!! thats a good sign eh? its not final tho... gots ta get me an interview and get my portfolio ready for some action :) SWEET ASS!!! PUMPED PUMPED PUMPED... for most colleges and stuff... i wont find out if i get in for another 10 days... but i'll be sure to post about it :) EEEK!!! 10 days people... and i find out whats up next in future Bresland... craziness!!!

k so i left good ol' T.O today... the bus station didnt give me the rest of my return ticket so i could only get as far as london so that kinda sucked... then i got on the bus and this chick is sitting beside me... she was a fairly large girl... and i was already in a bad mood since i was leaving... about a half hour into the ride to london she turns to me and is like woah i dont know if i can handle two and a half hours without eating and pulls up her suitcase and flops it half on my lap and pulls out this huge bucket of chicken and just mowed down on it... and it wasnt good smelling chicken either.. kind of made me want to throw up... then she polishes that off and nabs up this gianourmous thing of pasta salad and demolishes that off too... i tried to sleep but all i could hear was these disturbing gurgling noises... then this big magnet truck decides to drive beside us for like an hour and i swear my fillings were being sucked out of my face... that made my teeth hurt soooo bad and it wasnt cool... only somethin like that would happen to me eh? yeah... fun stuff... then we got stuck in massive traffic and i was stuck on the bus for an extra hour. i was not impressed... but yeah my toronto visit was great tho :) thank you soooo much jen and mike, you guys rule and i luv ya's both heaps and heaps :) oh sorry about the whole green tea thing mike :P anywho i think im off to bed, its been a heck of a long day, oh yeah... thanks sush for comin with me to the bus station and listenin to me bitch about comin back :) lates ppl!

okay so today on the way to the TIG office i decided that it would be fun to get myself lost and try to find my way back to the office :) so i took every wrong subway i possibly could, and when i got on them i closed my eyes and just got off when i felt like it :) i have no idea really where i was when i was finished... but luckily i managed to find my way back :) it wouldnt have been good at all if i couldnt in fact find my way back because i didnt have the office number or my brothers :) so i would have been in quite the pickle... then a little while ago i decided to go for a LOOOOOONNNNNNGGGGG ass walk... so i walked and walked and walked some more then walked more and more and more then had a coffee at a Second Cup which might i say was absolutley HORRIBLE!!! then i walked and walked and kept on walkin... by myself may i add... then i got bored and came back here (to dereks) now i am sitting behind the computer waiting for derek to get home cause he said hed be home at 7:30 and it is now 10:35... :P anywho im done this update :) lates all!

k peoples this zefrank.com site is HALARIOUS, theres a contest going on right now where you enter crazy pictures of you being attacked by office supplies :) me and sush entered it yesterday... and low and behold the picture made it on the site :) SWEET!!! its a fricken riot! anywho yeah... lates :)

k so im here in toronto... my second day... this was a pretty spontanious trip actually... late late late sunday night... actually you could also say early early early monday morning, i was talking to jenn and basically our conversation was just... so what are you doing this march break? oh nothing much, wanted to come to toronto but i dont have the money... oh really? well UR COMING AND YOU HAVE TO BE AT THE STAFF MEETING AT 1... well thats not really how it went... but u get the idea... so low and behold i zoomed to the bus station a few hours later and sat on the bus for about 5 hours... IT WAS FUN! :P then i got to toronto at like 11amish... this guy walked me most of the way to the office and i tripped over my shoelaces and did a faceplant into the sidewalk... it was pretty humerous... oh well... i lived :) mmm food would be sooo good right now.. anywho oh yeah... back to being here... we had a staff meeting yesterday and it went pretty well... i think that if/WHEN ew get all these things accomplished that we're talking about... TIG will be MONSTEROUS!!! for real dudes and dudettes. ope... goin ta get food... ill continue this update when i get back :)

k so im back from lunch now... me and sush went to the okonomi house again... and she told me to get miso soup, and i tried to eat it.. but it aws yucky... so she put soya sauce in it... and it was good :) but then i took it a little overboard and i over soyed my soup :) and i got chicken okonomi.. and got really full... so i stopped eating it and started to play with it :) it was fun.. i enjoyed myself... sush made fun of me... :P oh well :) anywho... oh yeah... i stayed at jens last nite... cause my big cool brother was too busy to let me stay there... and i passed out super early cause i was super tired... yesterday was such a LONG day. and then jens alarm wolk me up at like 7:20... and we had to be at the office for 9am for a video conference to slovakia with jarra... but it sadly didnt work out... but thats okay.. oh yeah... and jen is impossible to wake up in the morning... k im done for now :) buh bye :)

yes peoples im feeling a lot better than i was this morning... i had a little bit of a breakdown in my art class today, but my friends were there for me :) i have really good friends and im glad, cause i dont know what id do without them. i luv u guys :) um... yeah... forgot what else i was gonna say :) meh... mabey ill member later :)

i cant seem to bring a real smile to my face lately. i feel that i may just have lost the will to live... i feel nothing inside except sadness, and im being completely overwhelmed by it. it is consuming me. i havent looked forward to something in weeks, i dont get excited anymore. my eyes are growing empty. there is no life in them anymore, which is what i feared would happen when i came back here... i knew it would, i just didnt know when. the sparkle that used to be there is gone. and all i have to cheer me up is the thought that one day when im old ill die. no one can understand what im feeling inside, and no one can make it stop. the feeling you have when you have lost all hope is horrible. i need to change something in my life, then maybe i can start being happy again. i feel as if i have lost everything. i am empty... just a droid now...