i dont like the idea that throughout our lives everything has already been planned out for us. i just dont like feeling like im not in control of my life. now im just starting to think that maybe... fait is just something for lazy people sort of. so they dont have to plan out anything for their lives. i once had a plan to leave this place. i knew that if i stayed, i would never get out. im starting to not mind it here. the second i didnt mind being here anymore, i knew i had to get out. i had a plan to move as far away as possible. which would probably be australia. but that dream of mine, was crushed. then i met chantal... shes had a hard live just as i have, and she wants out too. she also has a dream to go to australia... to escape here. it sounds crazy. but we're just gonna finish school, and up and leave. im done with not accomplishing my goals i had set for myself so long ago. im thinking for like 6 months, i'll take off. might be back, might not. whatever happens, happens. im just gonna go with the flow. and not let anything determine what im going to do with my life. if i end up a bum on the street, so be it.
anyways, im still working at rmh... nextel style. hatin' it large. but oh well. its money in my pocket... till i spend it all like 5 seconds after i get it.
im going to SUMMER SANITARIUM with Metallica and Deftones and a few other bands on July 4 in Detroit, and then OZZFEST again in Clarkston Michigan July 25.
ive had such a hard year, i decided to treat myself to some summer fun. im also gonna hit up the Led Zepplin reunion tour this summer. which should be sweet ass. for sure.
havent updated in a long time, so im just filling you guys in. if i had more time. id do more stuff for TIG like i used too. but i work 6 days a week. im gonna bust down to t-dot in a few weeks im thinking, with my buddy tully to visit. take a few days off work or somethin. i figure its about due time i was back there. havent been down since last march break i think. thats over a year ago. craziness. and i havent seen everybody since my cottage in the summer. anywho i should prally get back to work. 6 hrs to go. have a good one everybody. i'll update again later. PEACE OUT