TIGblogs - Breslin

so heres me.im back again.wasnt gone for too long.but feels a bit like forever.things are different.but still very much the same.and im still not making sense as usual.im going back to skool in the fall.lambton college style.just taking general arts.have no idea what i want to do with the rest of my life yet.so im not gonna spend tons of moola on some fancy shmancy far away skool till i figure that out.so im stickin around this hole in the ground a bit longer.i guess it was expected.i think im not meant to leave here.which is terrible.i have no job.no way of surviving on my own.so im living at home.i am employed.but the stress was effecting my heart.so i had to take a stress leave.which doesnt pay d*ck all.so im pretty much screwed.ive been trying to find another job elsewhere.less stressful.but the ppl around here love to discriminate against those who differ from them.meaning me...just because i express myself...i am penalised.which is wrong.i really think that if you don't want to work you should not have to and you should still have access to all that you need.frivilous or necessary.if you want to work,so be it...that's good just don't bother me about it.i need time to get myself together.unfortunatley in the real world.we need money to get by.so i cant have the time i need.i have to find work a.s.a.p...there are some good things in life tho.im going to summer sanitarium on july 4th.metallica,deftones,mudvayne,limp bizkit and linkin park.mosh pit style.which will be excellent.i said i'd see metallica before i die.and i will.sweet.anyways.got stuff to do.be excellent.have control.love it.