k so the cops came and just left... i misjudged them i guess... they were really nice, and helpful. i guess muggers with the description i gave them were reported yesterday as well... in the same area. what stupid criminals eh. for real. even though the chances are super slim... if i ever see those f*$%^^# again... im gonna whoop them sooooo hard! anywho its been a long ass day... i dont care if its super bad for you, im goin outside and im smokin cause im stressed... and im gonna luv it too!
have a good night, be safe, and dont walk around t.o alone... even in daylight! oh yeah and tomorrow... give homeless ppl your spare change... cause this bum by the doors of the subway on yongue and queen asked me why i was crying... and offered to pay to get me home on the subway. that was the nicest thing ever. there still are some strangers out there that arent out to get you. i love that bum, if i ever see him again im gonna give him like 20 bucks... k bye again...

im visiting in toronto for the week, staying at my brother dereks. i havent been here in a long time and today i was just tourin' around minding my own business... and i got mugged. these four guys prally thought it would be fun to pick on an innocent girl, walking alone. they stole my purse. luckily they just stole my tin with 60 bucks in it. they tossed my purse down the street with my digicam, cell phone, and a buncha other stuff... they knocked me down pretty hard though. my legs kinda beat up a bit. im right pissed. and i wont even see them ever again. so i wont get a chance to beat them down. see if this had happened in petrolia. i could just ask them the next day "man why the hell did ya do that?" cause you always see everyone in petrolia all the time. everyone knows everyone. and everyone knows where everyone lives. but here... its a different story. i got screwed and theres nothing anyone can do about it. i called 911 like 45 minutes ago, im at dereks now. they said they sent a cop here to take a report and they'd be here in like 10 minutes. but nope... still not here. takin' their sweet ass time i guess... like seriously, if i had been badly hurt and was like bleeding somewhere on the sidewalk, i'd prally be dead by now, cause the cops just dont seem to care. well maybe thats not accurate but thats how i feel right now. im just pissed off... anywho... report back later.

hey tiggers! so im finally comin back to t.o to visit. havent been there to chill since the march break before the march break that passed... thats a long time. i havent even seen any of my tig buddies since last summer when everybody came to my cottage. theres so many things i want to do... and so many people that i would love to see. when the train drops me off in t.o im gonna go straight to the office... cause thats always what i do when i come to toronto... straight to the office :) im gonna try and get tickets to that concert in t.o on wednesday too so me and my bro can go. thatd be pretty sweet! pumped up fer the rolling stones. that'll be killer! anywho got some stuff to do. see you guys soon!
~breslin~

so im going back to school in the fall, and im absolutley terrified. have any of you taken time off school for reasons beyond your control. and then decided to go back? was it super hard and scary for you? or am i just worrying myself over nothing. i took a year off due to too much stress. i have a heart problem that gets a lot worse when im stressed... and its pretty bad. i cant even work right now because of it. its not good for my health. i took a whole year off school. i didnt finish highschool. but i wrote my entrance exam a few weeks ago so i could get into college. im just going to the college in my area. Lambton College. im gonna do two years in general arts. just cause i have no idea what i want to do with my life yet. then i was kinda thinkin about going to university and studying IT after college. i know that if i dont go back to school now... i never will. and that wouldnt get me too far in life. definatley not where i want to be atleast. im so terrified its not even funny. i just had the worst highschool experience ever. i hope that college is different. PLEASE HELP ME CONVINCE MYSELF THAT EVERYTHINGS GONNA BE FINE!!! the more support i get... betters the chance that i'll succeed! plus theres all this stress over getting O.S.A.P to help me pay for school and my place, cause i'll have to move out to be closer to school. my parents are fighting about it, and they're involving me. and its stupid. and its really pissing me off.
anyways... nuff talk about the stuff thats stressing me out.
heres a pic of me and my bestess guy buddy j scott aka.jbone. arent we just the cutest ever, sportin' up our metallica tees!
more later...

thursday a bunch of us drank at my buddies house by his pool.it was beautiful out.then we went to the squire.which is a little half ass hick bar in our town.its karaokee night thursdays.and i sung brown eyed girl.it was pretty halarious.then i went to summer sanitarium on july 4th at the silverdome in detroit.mudvayne.deftones.linkin park.limp bizkit.and.metallica.it was great.me and a couple buddies bombed down there.quite the trip.i got kicked in the face by a crowd surfer during metallica.and fred durst shook my hand.ive always wanted to see metallica.and i finally did.which is sweet ass.for sure.i'd get kicked in the face to see metallica anyday.they did two encores.i got home at like 4am.tired as hell.i had mosh pit tickets.so i was surrounded by like 30 000 ppl on the floor.all jumpin around.bashing into each other their hardest for 10 hours.believe me.it was hot in there.we almost got in like three car accidents on the way down there too.not used to american highways yet appearantly.also.nobody at the concert new how much canadian money was worth.so everything we bought we had to pay double for.$6 water.$8 hotdog.thats terrible.so that was friday.then saturday i was at a party.some ppl from my past showed up.it didnt go over well.a fight between them and my friends brewed up.i tried to break it up.got punched in the face.kinda bruised.kinda pissed.fightings definatley not cool.plus my ex-boyfriend from like three years ago showed up.and was being a stupid jerk.so that was just fantabulous.so friday was excellent.saturday was fun till nearing the end of the night.and tonight...well tonight.im totally the sickest ever.5 hours sleep in 4 days.and a really bad cold.that sucks.so out of this wknd i got a t-shirt.wrist band.and a bruised face.so that was my wknd.wonder how interesting next wknd will be.