sometimes i feel lost and alone
knowing where i am, and not feeling at home,
i am stuck in this world from which i do not belong,
and so i just sit here alone and sing my sad song,
i feel like just crying and screaming aloud,
but i'm stuck in this horrible masochistic crowd...
i am surrounded by people, and yet still all alone,
i'm feeling like beating walls and breaking my bones,
no one can listen cause no one can here,
and i am still stuck here living in fear,
what can i do to make the pain go away,
i dont believe in god so i can't sit and pray,
life is a hard thing to live with day after day,
but i know that eventually i will find my way...

yeah so i stole this pic from Martins page! :) muah ha ha ha ha!!! for some reason i have this feeling that people are going to start a contest... who can post the best embarassing pictures of Breslin on their update pages... So this pic was taken when I was just leaving the TIG office... I spent most of the summer working there, so yeah anyway... Derek was waaaayyyy to lazy to help me with my stuff... so i piled it all on me, and then the inevitable happened... i fell over! dont-cha just dig how my butt is stuck up in the air... yeah so no one helped me up for like 10 minutes, everyone just stood around laughing at my suspense... i was not impressed... but i guess it was kinda HALARIOUS!!! anywho, im out later dudes! :)

Sometimes people feel like they can't handle their things anymore, and it's a sad thing when they feel there is no hope left in their lives... You know you have to be extremely upset with your life when you end it... It shouldn't be this way. No one should feel unloved and completely hopeless... I have felt this way before and it is definatley not a feeling i enjoy. I have gotten through my rough times, and I know there will be more... I have sunk to the lowest low before, but I am still here, and I don't plan on ending my life... To this girl I used to know, may she now rest in peace! She must have felt so alone in our world to do such a thing... It is very sad that someone could do that to themselves... If only people could treat each other better, maybe things could have been different! But they aren't and know we have lost someone. She was a kind person. I didn't get to talk to her much after we started high-school, as people tend to go their own ways in trying to discover who they are. We still exchanged our hello's on the street when we saw each other, and now that will never be again. To you Jamie I hope that you are in a happy place now, and will finally be at peace!

*I got sunshine, on a couldy day... When it's cold outside, I got the month of May, I guess you say what can make me feel this way? my girl* for some odd reason this song always cheers me up! It's a good tune if I must say so! :) anywho so yeah... I finally go to get my G2 tomorrow morning... Hope I dont fail, cause that'd really suck monkeys! Yep... so it's storming real bad here in P-Town... Supposed to get like 80 mile per hour winds... I'm thinkin' that I wanna break out my rollerblades and my umbrella and just ZOOM along! :) That'd kick butt!

i love to create crazy art... but for a while now i have had no inspiration to draw... without my art i feel empty. i have tried so hard to get myself inspired... but nothing seems to work. maybe this is the end of my creativity in the art world... i hope not. i NEED to get inspired and soon! very very soon! i can still draw, but my work just doesnt have any life in it. it all looks so dull... someone please inspire me! im dyin here! anywho im out... later all!heres a pic i drew at the Toronto TIG in the summer! *Jarra thinks the pic is hot!* hehehe :) i drew this when i was still very much inspired... i was in an inspirational atmosphere... but here i am in a big pile a #$&*@0* atmosphere... sooo... yeah...

sometimes life sucks so bad you think that you cant pull through it... but you know that eventually you will find your way... its just so hard to wait for that time to come... you sometimes feel completely lost in the world youve known all your life, and yet it now seems totally different from what it used to be... you dont know where you are or where you are going, and you feel that things are hopeless! its a horrible feeling from which you cant escape until its time for things to pass... you think that youll always be stuck in this place, stuck with this feeling... and you just dont know what to do... things will get better- i always tell myself that. but they never seem to go my way... on occasion a good day will come my way, but then the following weeks seem like a bad payback for that one good moment i had. life is just so incredibly unfair at times, and it seems to me that everybody else just doesnt understand, and they just cant... no one can understand what i am going through, they may think that they do, but they dont... because this is my life... and it seems that i am the only one that can help me through this... can i? or am i doomed? i just dont know... i want this horrible feeling to end, but im sure that it wont...

I AM SO PROUD!!! for those of you that know me, know that i can hardly even make toast! I JUST MADE KRAFT DINNER ALL BY MYSELF!!! okay so i know that its sad that i am 17 and i cant cook a thing... i made KD once before... in the summer when i was living with my brother Derek! we came home from the TIG office and had like no food, cause we were both far too lazy to get any... so i scrumeged through everthing and finally... i found... a box of KD!!! i did the hugest happy dance, cause we were so hungry... and then i made it... havent made it since until like 5 minutes ago... i just had to share that all with you, cause i am so proud... but then i ate too fast, and now i dont feel good! :( bah well... i downed that box in like 2.5 mins! that is a record for me! anywho, i love how i just did such a huge update on how proud i am of myself for making Kraft Dinner... im out now dudes! :) later!

yeah so i realize this pic is already on my updates like from a while ago... but my scanner is still busted and i NEED to put a pic on with my update... dont worry all... i'll put a new one up later... yeah so... i've been slacking off a bit on this whole mural thing i'm gonna do for TIG in P-Town... been pretty overwhelmed with skool and stuff... sux big time! no fret though... even though it is absolutley freezing out... it will get done! i am planning on starting it in about a week er so... and you all will see as my mural progresses... i will be posting pics as the days go by! :) anywho im out all! later! :)

havent updated in a while... i hate doing updates without pictures... and sadly my scanner is broken right now... should be getting one sometime soon... i hope... well until then dude peoples, you'll have to miss my ulsess info for a bit longer! later all you cools!

this is like my most favouritest picture of me from when i was little... my cheeks are so huge... i kinda look sad, but i'm so darned adorable... anywho just thought i'd share some more useless information with you all! later dudes! :)