so im going back to school in the fall, and im absolutley terrified. have any of you taken time off school for reasons beyond your control. and then decided to go back? was it super hard and scary for you? or am i just worrying myself over nothing. i took a year off due to too much stress. i have a heart problem that gets a lot worse when im stressed... and its pretty bad. i cant even work right now because of it. its not good for my health. i took a whole year off school. i didnt finish highschool. but i wrote my entrance exam a few weeks ago so i could get into college. im just going to the college in my area. Lambton College. im gonna do two years in general arts. just cause i have no idea what i want to do with my life yet. then i was kinda thinkin about going to university and studying IT after college. i know that if i dont go back to school now... i never will. and that wouldnt get me too far in life. definatley not where i want to be atleast. im so terrified its not even funny. i just had the worst highschool experience ever. i hope that college is different. PLEASE HELP ME CONVINCE MYSELF THAT EVERYTHINGS GONNA BE FINE!!! the more support i get... betters the chance that i'll succeed! plus theres all this stress over getting O.S.A.P to help me pay for school and my place, cause i'll have to move out to be closer to school. my parents are fighting about it, and they're involving me. and its stupid. and its really pissing me off.
anyways... nuff talk about the stuff thats stressing me out.
heres a pic of me and my bestess guy buddy j scott aka.jbone. arent we just the cutest ever, sportin' up our metallica tees!
more later...